slackin all day

2010-09-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

it's been nearly 9 mths since i last came here. its becoming more of a " i feel like saying something" then a " i'll say smth to entertain others", and hence, i find myself back here again.

it really seems as if it was yesterday, that i was preparing for my A's, and was worrying about army. yet now, 5 weeks later, my service term in ocs would end, and ill go onto pro term. in a blink of an eye, i started this blog when i was in sec 2, and im 19 this year end. things are progressing too fast. really too fast.

things like finance, like news of the world, like common knowledge that we assumed "adults" to know, i have to start from somewhere now. yet, army is sucking every part of single life i have left.

recently, my parents just refurbished the house. did some repainting here and there, changed furniture and tv, and my bro got new comp, and my sis now possesses an iphone. the spending power of everyone seems to have increased overnight, yet i havent gotten anything new. unless u count me getting a new earphone tmr cause my current 1 spoiled. however, amongst all these buying new stuff, i dun feel anything. just last year, i would be complaining that i do not have ps3 and new comp, but now i seriously dun care. as long i can book out, nothing else matters. though a new comp can help me watch my stuffs better, im still sticking to this nearly 6 years old dual core laptop.

army has taught me to treasure and cherish what i have. and so, everyone should. yes army sucks, but it somehow lets u look at the world, and what u have in a different eye. but it still sucks.

2009-12-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

one of the sources to remind me that we should open our time capsule 8 years later

2009-12-05T00:12:00.002+08:00

i need to shout somewhere. i have so little people who understand anime, and their responses hardly satisfy me. but here goes.

bakemonogatari is damn awesome. So goes the same for To aru kagaku no railgun. ahh the comedy. ahh the tsundere. ahh the awesome couple work between the seiyuus. ahh the amazing animation. AHHHHHHHH at 12:20 am, yappari tsundere DAISUKI

2009-12-01T10:10:00.000+08:00

ITS OVER!

2009-11-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

its coming, but its crawling, but its coming, yet its crawling. SO DAMN SLOWLY.

let it come, yet i dun want it to come.

3 days before it comes. LETS DO THIS LEEROY!!!! JANKINS!!

2009-09-20T23:10:00.002+08:00

the past week, i've been at my comp. mood to study is at an all time low... see i was able to keep away from my comp religiously for 1 month after mid year results was out. i was relatively hard working back then. but now... nope.

anyway, i realised my old promise last time. to play Key's works. here i am, in 4 days, completing 49% of clannad. LOL. everytime i try to get to work, my mind drifts off, getting bored easily. well, it came to clannad. and its damn satisfying. it helped me take my mind off..... well.....

things

and gave me new perspective to things. i was thinking... for 4 days. ya previous 4 days. brooding and brooding... stupid me. wads there to be bothered about. just go for it la dumb. lol. yes. no matter wad, i wont make a decision, but come back to regret it. nope. LETS DO IT.

For prelims! For doing well in A's! For the after A's life! For anime! For drawing! For cooking! Arashi! Arashi! For dream!

2009-08-29T08:53:00.000+08:00

last night, i made a rare dream. dreams, are freaking rare to me. and the dream i had, it felt so good. i was so freaking happy in it. i'll work towards making it a reality. but until then, its time to make some kickass video for tcher's day.

through that dream i realised how simple i am. how easily i can be contented. even by just holding....

2009-08-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

thanks a mil 0826. your visit really lifted my mood. i love each and every one of you guys. and to that Z.H.U-rian over there, i have no idea who you are but, thanks alot. its nice to know that NPCC is still behind me to support me.

those who are nice to me, i'll certainly hold you close.

2009-08-21T23:11:00.000+08:00

i know i said i wont appear online anytime soon. but recent events that popped up has caused me to not stay off. i know no one comes here. i know what i say here is just only for me to vent. i know. yet there lies some secret hope that some people would read it.

you're right. a superhero has only this amount of power, and only 2 hands. right now, im a fireman, fighting a huge fire. the hose im carrying, is pumping all the water out it can, and the hose is releasing so much water, its thrashing about wildly. i need help behind me to help me control the wild hose. no one is behind me. theres a limit to the number of people i can save. its not impossible for me to save everyone. just that, either my powers run out, or i'll die before that happens.

you're right. everyone deserves the fate they choose. its our own choice that leads to our own destiny. its also your own choice, if u choose what you wish to keep, and what you wish to toss. theres absolutely nothing wrong. however, to quote from the GP comprehension i did recently, " there is no such thing called total freedom. certain of the wants of my freedom would intrude upon yours, and either one of us have to curtail our liberties."

i'm right. im just a person. im just but another guy, probably able to stay in your memories a little longer then others, no matter the reason, whether im funny, weird, or nice. since young, i never really bothered about the things people ask me to do. no matter the distance, no matter the gender, no matter how close i am to a person, i never really thought about the process and consequences when people ask me for a favour. the final outcome i want is to help another person achieve his/her target, and i helped along the way, and thats probably all that matters to me. i do not expect returns, yet sometimes i contradict myself.

now i've changed. i'm no longer playing games, i've started to work really hard. maybe i've become a mugger. maybe i have matured. i hope that my character did not change much, i hope that i am still the Samuel Lau that everyone knows me to be. but, my role now has changed. who am i?

just another guy? classmate? friend? close friend? sister? 0826-rian? crazy guy who knows nothing but fun and laughter? a trustworthy person you can always count on? something more then a friend? a retard? buddy? a loyal servant you can order around? enemy? demon? busybody? angel?

i've no idea. maybe i've aged. maybe i'm tired. maybe i cant care and keep my mind on so many things now. i dunno. maybe i need a rest. maybe i need someone who i can hold close, someone who i can really share who i really am. maybe, my want to help as many people as i can, is because i myself want someone who can do that for me. im growing weak. maybe its just because of the approaching a levels.

i dunno. but theres something i know i want. i want someone to read me. like a book.

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2009-07-22T19:24:00.003+08:00

i wanted to make this post a few days back. but somehow, my blogger sucks now. making posts seems harder. anyway...

im going to put into action my plans as said from the previous post. plan 1 has been solved. look at the pictures below. picture 1 is the BEFORE picture.

and it transformed to this.

neat eh? u haven't see my bed.

lol. but i properly filed them and now i can sleep on my bed.

but dun look into the drawers. they are now freaking messy lol.

plan 2 of cutting laptop time, will be fulfuilled by end of this week. after this week, i will permanently cut off my laptop. like, no more anime and manga and msn. i wont touch it, only to print notes and tutorials.

bye bye blogger, bye bye msn. bye bye games. bye bye anime. i've PS-ed you back during the O's, and i gotta do it again.

perhaps, me disappearing off msn, would benefit not only me. i do hope that you too will concentrate better for the next few months. how our relationship be after the A's? lets just leave it to fate.

2009-06-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

dunno why, i just felt like doing this. so lets do this.

list of stuff i promise to do after midyrs. i'll try to think of 10:

1. clear my table.

its messy like mad, and im not willing to show it here. my mom has asked me to clear it like... millions of time and i keep telling her the same excuse: "im gonna use the papers for exams and test, clear also no use" but i swear ill clear it to make it look better. ill put a before and after pic. and i gonna maintain the neatness

2. try to lessen my laptop time

this is crazy. even though i stopped gaming, but i havent been able to even PAUSE anime. i promise to AT LEAST use maybe.... only on sat on sun. then reduce to only sun. maybe ill come on sat to dl everything to watch, then sun chiong watch everything. mm maybe it isnt that good also. in any case, ill find a way.

3. exercise

lol. after no judo, my eating diet is stuck at judo period, but i no longer exercise that vigourously. which means it wouldnt be good to continue this.

4. be normal.

everyone says that zhss people are weird. i shall prove them wrong that we arent weird by starting off as an example. i'll find something/ hobby to start. a normal one. this would prolly rank last important LOL.

5. save money

theres a million of things i wanna do after A's and during 2 years of army. i wanna save up so that i can do wad i want. a list of wad i wanna do will come... alot much later. but saving up is hard with 26 so... ill try my best.

6. give my best for t'cher's day video

this is prolly the most short-term goal of them all. but... that is prolly the last video we're gonna make. not prolly. confirm the last video. so with uncle tan and amos, i swear the t'cher's day video will be the best ever. the standard will be WAY beyond boom de ya da, and i personally think the standard of boom de ya da is quite high o.O

7. study

i do not want to further explain this. lol.

8. no longer lose my head

this is another weird 1 but.. i know. somehow my temper isnt good in month of may. and i do not want to happen again. i promise i wont somehow... go into that kinda mode again. it was really bad, really childish. no i wont.

9. do something to my wall

like... in front of my table, the wall seems kinda empty. most likely i cant paint it. but.. decor it somehow. plain sucks.

10. plan game for chalet!

i just had inspiration for this. im gonna plan at least 1 game for the chalet. i'll leave a hint here to remind myself in the future, and hint for everyone. most likely only 1 person in 0826 would understand what that word is.

" board game "

2009-06-15T01:14:00.003+08:00

haha today was mad fun at youyu's house. Me youyu jacky jingyu and woon hong were doing weeding, then we proceeded to do the SL project film. woonhong left earlier, and she missed quite a big bit of fun. boy it was hella funny. laughed alot.

we're SL project, and we got our latest hits like: Best effort, close one, and why isnt.

LOL

2009-06-13T21:37:00.002+08:00

went to PC show just now. aaaand...... i got it! 1TB ehd! not portable, but at a price of 139, im sure its damn worth it. now i can download as much and whatever i want! yea.

2009-05-29T23:37:00.003+08:00

everyone acts like it never happened. everyone but me. time may pass, but i wont forget. forgive and forget. one can only choose one option.

this the 2nd time in this year i lost my cool/head. i did not even have one last year. anyone with the answer why, feel free to tell.

2009-05-24T18:40:00.002+08:00

im not happy at all today. freaking disappointed in the judo referees. it was a half point, and not a full point. i should not have lost then. i could have fought on. i could have won the RJ that i won in age group championship. all was a could. judo is about to be over in my life.

2009-05-22T23:40:00.001+08:00

yes! we are finally back! 0826 is revived. today's dinner outing was a great success. every1 laughing, every1 talking together. wow. it just feels right. it feels the best. 0826 for life.

2009-05-16T21:01:00.002+08:00

today is another unforgetable, cannot be missed day. another impt day down in my blog. today, was 0826's big run with amos chia. and he ran a 12:34. oh yea man it was definately worth it waking up at 6am. no wait make that 7am, since i dragged and oversleep from 6 to 7.

after that, was mad already. from around maybe 10 or 1030 till 1230, was non stop sports. alternating volleyball and badminton. like wad amos said, too much sugar rush or something. indeed, i could not stop walking around. i could not sit still until we went for lunch. all my reserve power was used up, and now im like a half dead zombie, freaking tired out.

however, it was true. we have done it. we finally had a day where we all could be ourselves, laughing loudly, even though we were sweating like mad in that school hall. we are back! i finally feel that we are really back to normal.

freedom is good! play is always better then work.

2009-05-14T20:53:00.001+08:00

wad i need to be said is over at the class blog already. just 1 more thing for myself. looking at jianyu play, it just spurs you on to do what u're doing. lets carry this momentum forward to kyu grade. lets hear some ippons.

2009-05-06T21:04:00.002+08:00

every1 is busy. finally, the year where we all step down from our various cca's have come. yet, that does not call for celebration. one door closes, another door opens. mid years come before we can stop for a breather. and soon, tests will just come piling.

when will 0826 have a chance to be one26, and go crazy like last year? we are desperate for a day when we can all go mad, scream our lungs out, and just be ourselves.

please.

2009-04-21T18:55:00.002+08:00

people make a mistake once in their lives. i did make one, and did do my apologies and my make-ups. feeling slightly better knowing that im forgiven, but its still not done yet. i will clear up everything by next monday. it will be done.

mark lim said smth in class today, which gave me a rude wakeup call. we are all in college for a reason, taking a lvls for a reason. i just remembered the real reason why i am in jc. no time to waste. time to set in motion, the promise to my most beloved, the promise of 6 years later. there is no time to waste. Only shortcuts are allowed.

2009-04-10T14:10:00.003+08:00

yes... finally done. the story of the children's story that we gonna act out for the children of the Sunbeam place. the title: KNIGHT OF HOONILIA. lol hoonilia. youyu's idea. this is the longest thing i have ever typed out after WR. 3.5k words. you yu and my original creation.

“My princess, what are you doing here? You should be at the ball. You must be married off to Lord Chew, the winner of the Golden Helm.” said Elijah, with tears streaming down his eyes as he said.

“No I will not dance with him. I will not marry a man that cheated in the competition, and I will only marry the man that I love.”

HAHA. i can be an author in the future.

*EDIT*

my huge mistake for leaving out woon hong. i beg for forgiveness. She played a major role in "dramatising" the script, and givin suggestions for various scenes. would be joining the crew as assistant director as well. my apologies once again.

2009-04-05T22:21:00.001+08:00

i changed my mind. my life isnt battered. we all should always look on the bright side of life. lets all be happy! from April 5 onwards.

2009-04-03T19:17:00.002+08:00

im touched by this 1 incident. lemme say.

yesterday, was playing soccer with jacky, yy,nigel,twins,amos, jian yu, yiheen and jinyuan. it was relatively fun. but thats not the point.

the following thing that happened that i din know until today, is the key thing.

while we were kicking, audrey and woonhong was watching. apparently, some girls were waiting for us to kick finish, then they play bball. of course soccer we take up 2 courts. anyway.. yea they were waiting. and apparently they had bad attitude.

guess wad happened. the 2 girls actually "talk among themselves" loudly, and at the same time gl them. apparently once, the girls were blocking woonhong's view, and she said loudly "excuse me" or smth along those lines.

wow... the girls are actually standing up for us. i totally din expect that. was really really shocked, and really happy that they are doing this. even though its nt much. if u wanna say in a nice manner, they are really nice for standing up for us. even though we din know. if u wanna say in a bad way........ the girls are becoming more gl. they are being affected by the guys! oh no...

but still.. thanks alot. im sure if the guys knew, they would say the same thing as me. "so sweet!"

2009-03-29T00:34:00.001+08:00

my life's pretty battered up. time to fix it.

2009-03-20T19:07:00.002+08:00

and im finally back from that one heck of a marathon of a stayover. once again, thanks alot to zhicheng for letting us stay in a resort "10 mins walk from vivo"

what a stayover. in short, wad we did was, we had fun, watched movies, spam gaming of ps3 and xbox, had fun in pool, watch sam chung do retarded stuff ( he came on thurs), watch zhi cheng do retarded stuff. sleeptalk. do judo moves in the middle of the night.throw stones. leap stones. throw boulders. scream. and more fun stuff. my memory is kinda fuzzy bout wad we did so... ya i wont go for a long post.

like what i told woonhong: im really glad that every1 of us stayed at least 1 night. all 0826 people, no matter the linkin park gang or sam chung. im really happy. some of us have other stuff like CCA and family stuff, but we still came back to the resort in the night, as if it was really our home. i doubt any other classes of ny actually had any class stuff in the march holis.

now, to wait for the pictures!!

2009-03-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is the start of a long stayover. another milestone to be remembered in 0826's long history. ill be bringin my laptop over so... if theres anything thats worth mentioning, i'll post either on here or the class blog. thats taking that theres internet there.

2009-03-08T15:16:00.002+08:00

just woke up after 1-2 hours of nap. this week has been horrible. i been waking up at 6am or earlier due to school stuffs. im currently in a mood of tired/loss-ness. today was quite interesting.

went to bedok sports hall to weigh in for age-group championships. we reached at 8, and the entire weigh in was until 920. then i jord boon yama justin went out to eat bfast. kinda took our time, cause we thought wont reach us so fast. the moment we come back, its our turn to fight alr lol.

1st guy i fought was a rj yellow belt. he was rough. quite rough. i regretted not warming up properly before i face him. we had a super long stalemate, to the extent that our fight had to be extended for another 3 mins. but he had a foul attitude. can tell. there was a few times, when i was on top of him (on the ground) then the referree called for a stop, he gave me a push, like guai lan me like that. then i got super pissed. but we still had a stalemate. cant remember the extact details, but i won him somehow by pinning on top him for the required 25 secs. we did not throw, but somehow i just pinned him.

finish fighting him, every1 cheered, which made me kinda happy. but my hands were so tired, they could barely grip anything properly. all this, because i did not warmup properly. and throughout my whole fight, the whole team and coach was shouting, telling me what to do. but i was like, kinda shut off. cant hear them in the main fight.

2nd round came pretty quickly. a hwachong orange. although i recovered from the tired hands, i was still shag. but had to go. this time i lost pretty quickly, but i lost willingly. again, the throw was not significant, but he pinned me in a weird way that i never experienced before. i could not shoulder bridge, shrimp, push him away, turn around, nothing. even the team was silent. they did not know how to escape i guess. but at least he was kinda nice. when time was up he asked if i was ok, and shaked my hands quite warmly. he was a nice guy. could tell.

that was age-group championships.

2009-02-25T00:51:00.002+08:00

well today's the end of maths econs chem and gp. a little breather before physics on thurs. i tink 26's really cool, cause i tink we're the only class to go out for dinner after the god damn econs paper. but, we're really crazy. standing in the middle of a mall discussing about wad happen if shawn and wayne married twins, and their children will look exactly alike. and talking 26 everything. 26 class specs, boxers, television, keyboard. heck, they were even talking bout a 26 HOUSE. i can never imagine all 22 of us being neighbours with each other. we would need to buy a personal plot of land, and only have 22 units. cause the other neighbours will be complaining like mad if u put all of us together.

i was randomly looking around, and chanced back upon kjc. not kranji jc, but jie cai's blog. since 3 years ago, there are people who still remember him, and still tags on his tagboard. even though he will never reply those who tag, but the gesture is really nice.

2009-02-13T22:17:00.003+08:00

if there is one thing in life i will not regret, it is to be in 0826. we are really a bunch of crazy fun loving, class bonding, nonsense making, teacher interacting (a select few), event loving group of people. Valentine's day eve today just proved my point. heres thanks to tan you yu, jin yuan and amos and all the guys who chipped in effort, or even just the 5 bucks to buy the girls 2 balloons, 3 flowers, and we even made a card for each of them, and have a poem for each of them. i love u guys man. and ya girls too.

0826 will live forever! through the ages, no matter if people got retained or not. no matter boys go into army, and will be seperated from the girls. no matter if we all grow up and have our own families. 0826 WILL ALWAYS HAVE 17 FUN LOVING CRAZY IMMATURE BOYS AND 5 PRETTY LADIES! ALWAYS!

2009-02-10T22:45:00.003+08:00

today, i learnt a big lesson... which is NOT to tell people bout my dreams. cause they are weird. unlike mr tee who tells me the weird ones where i play a main char. lol. however, i feel kinda... how to say... relieved or happy? i wonder why too. anyway, expecting a huge bruise on my outer left thigh. tmr's cca bazzar. yay?

2009-02-08T01:22:00.001+08:00

this maybe dunno how many time im saying, but being in 26 is fun. and the lacking of intelligence in a certain someone just kind of made my night.

2009-01-26T14:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

is what i want to say but, no. i dun see the happy. just today, i was supposed to go to my uncle's house in the morning. before we left the house, my mom told me that my grandma, who was living with my uncle, went to the hospital to see her sister/adopted sister ( not really clear about the relationship. the older generations are filled with problems). apparently she had a bad fall, and she bled alot. by the way, she is mute and she lives alone. when she fell, she could not call for help, and the ambulance only came after a few hours when the neighbours called.

and so the plans for the day changed to praying at temples first. when we were en route to the last temple, my mom contacted my grandma. apparently, my grandma's sis passed away. in a matter of few hours. just because she had a fall. yes i may not be close to her, but every new year i see her, since i was a baby. although we did not communicate much, but she is still family. and she passed away.

i got scared. really scared. and more paranoid. i really do not want this to happen to my grandma. i prayed for her health, and that buddha may look over her, through the 6 years of my promise. even though im a free thinker.

恭喜发财? no. no more of that. the only thing that i will wish people now is 身体健康.

2009-01-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

from woon hong:

write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 lucky people to be tagged, listing their names.

ill do the thing, but wont do the tagging. almost all my friends stopped blogging already.

1. i started watching anime when i was in sec 3.

2. i really wanna voice in an anime. or more.

3. i may/may not look like it, but im actually quite a good listener. as in like if gt problems then wan find ppl to talk to those kind.

4. i have cut bald before, and i did not really regret it. kinda fun.

5. im tied to yama due to an eternal pact, of which i totally should not have done.

6. i never have dreams. but when i do, they usually are really weird, and really impossible/random stuff pops up. u dun wanna know.

7. the greatest "injury" i ever had was 3 stitches on the top of my head. i had that when i was in pri 2. imagine the pain.

8. in sec 4, i had a buddy, and both of us were damn into political stuffs and current affairs to the extent that we would discuss bout them. but i dun have one in nyjc....

9. MY psp is the first item above 300 bucks that i bought with my own pocket money.

10. i can survive on only a bun for the whole day, yet able to eat 1 plate of duck rice, 1 plate of char kway teow, 2 eggs and 2 toast for breakfast.

11. freaky, but i already decided that i want a daughter and i already decided on the name. i will name my daughter Shana. LOL.

12. when i was in sec 2, i loved talking on the phone. so much that my mom complained that i talked more on the phone then her.

13. i live on a low sms count.

14. when i was young, like damn young like in pri 1-3, i wanted to be a chef when i grow up HAHAHA. to the extent that i was hooked to cooking shows.

15. i spent half an hour doing this.

16. and im done!

2009-01-23T19:29:00.002+08:00

ill be an asshole and regret 20 years later for not making a post today. I am very certain that today, jan 23 2009 friday, will be the best new year's eve i ever spent. with? 0826.

we did so much for today. to win the best dressing and rangoli competition. first we bought red bossini tees and sprayed on 18 words: 零八二六的兄弟姐妹在这春节里祝您幸福. we also sprayed "one26" on the front. in short, its just too damn good. its certain that we would win the prize. when they were announcing the winners, we were all like just planning wad to do to go up on stage. and all of us saying the whole sentence was just plan priceless.

the rangoli was wasted. you yu's design was so good. but the councillors/emcees were screwed up. they said 20 mins, and so we rushed through the thing. THEN they gave us more time like wth? we already stuck the rice and we cant remove... but who cares. we had the experience, we all had fun. and thats all that matters.

mrs wang also wore the shirt that we all had, except that hers had hearts all behind it. and im really happy to have her as our ct. even though shes not in charge of us this year, we are still as close. and im Rapheal's godfather.

this is the best chinese new year's eve i ever had. thanks so much 0826.

2009-01-11T20:48:00.002+08:00

the last time i remember watching mediacorp serial drama series, was back in secondary school. since then, i have never ever sat through more thn 10 minutes watching any drama series produced by our broadcasting station. why? cause their storyline pales in comparison with the anime series that i watch. yet... after these years, mediacorp has not failed to disappoint me.

the so called "biggest" show of the year, the little nyonya, was aired on channel 8 and it just finished. many said it was nice or wadever, but im damn sure they still revolve around the same cliche storylines. but thats not my point.

reading the newspaper last week, they said that they had a sad ending for the show. the typical singaporeans were not happy with it, and they said they would prefer a happy ending. COME ON. happy endings are boring. YET they still yearn for it, not sick of it. if having a happy ending would totally spoil a story, i rather not have it. but thats not the point yet again.

THEY ARE COMING UP WITH A 3 MINUTE SPECIAL TO SHOW A HAPPY ENDING. please. someone knock some sense into these people. they say drama series are made to please the audience. bullshit. who likes a cliffhanger at the end of 2 series of code geass, whether lelouch is dead or not. yet, its the cliff hanger that make us all remember how great the series. what we want is the audience to LIKE the story that we made, and not make a whole story based on wad the audience likes. cause ur stories will always be the same.

lol i just had to say this. hopefully some mediacorp person or worker or wadever chances upon this somehow, and wakes up and gives us better quality drama series. if not, the drama scene in singapore is just going in spirals, and never going to change.

2008-12-14T22:13:00.009+08:00

And as i said, this is the last post before i leave for the states. Now to reveal wad i have been doing for the past 2 weeks or so. now u see the picture as above again. how many of u actually guessed.... I WAS PLANNING TO DRAW THE ABOVE IMAGE??? lets see a part by part of my drawing!!

im a potential mangaka. i kid.

Day 1: My close friend and i decided to draw 2 different charas, and so i picked tomoyo of Clannad. this was day 1. i took damn long to get here cause her eye shape was damn hard. i drew like nearly 4 hours to get the eye shape right. she looked like a totally different person before i got it right la.

Day 2: i continue, and her hair gets longer. i stopped at the flowers. i got DAMN PISSED at them. now u guys noe why i said "i hate flowers" for my msn nick.

Day 3: i figured her hair on HER right shoulder looked weird, and corrected it. i spent much of the time drawing finish the flowers =.=

Day 5: her kimono gets flowers. and her hair gets ridiculously too thick to be true. and so... i thin it for her the next day.

Btw... the original background was impossible to draw with pencils. u will need paint to do the job of which i dun really trust in myself so... i picked this manga scene from another manga series to be the background.

i tried to draw the original back ground on the left, which failed terribly. and the right background took ages too. i hate flowers. i hate them. LOL. and her hair looks better.

i add in the left side of the back ground. if u actually notice.... she dun have eyes up to now. cause eyes are the hardest part of drawing. im freaking serious. take it from some1 who has done this. and after adding the eyes....

shes complete!!! though this 1 still have problems with the eyes. and the sleeve and the back of the kimono. i have made changes, but unable to take photo of it so.... u guys gotta settle with this.

im flying in 3 days time! heres a super early MERRY CHRISTMAS from me to everyone, and a super duper early HAPPY BIRTHDAY to BOEY YI HEEN, SEAN WONG LEON, AND KENLEY TAN. all of them are classmates/exclassmates. cyah guys when i return.

2008-12-07T00:58:00.004+08:00

its going nicely. hopefully, it will be finished by next week. but it will be definately done before i go to states. its the hardest part of the thing now so... good luck to me. anyway, the post after this 1 will be the last.

2008-12-04T12:45:00.002+08:00

2 of my friends and i were gaming, and we game finish one of them said he go watch mythbusters. i got so pissed, cause i got no cable, and no mythbusters. and then my other friend said that okto have mythbusters, and i got all excited and go check the airtime for okto today. i had good and bad news. bad news is.... i couldnt find mythbusters for today. the good news is... CODE GEASS DEBUTS TODAY! CODE GEASS DEBUTS TODAY ON OKTO, 11PM. MUST WATCH FOR EVERYONE. it has the best storyline i ever seen. once u watch episode 1, u cant wait for the next. SO FREAKING WATCH IT!

i couldnt find gold nuggets, but i freaking found a diamond mine

2008-11-29T17:41:00.003+08:00

its weird. its rare. its the 1st time i have a double post on one day. in any case....

tomoyo~

remember this pic. just remember it for now. u will noe why in time. lol weird im doing this kinda stuff even when hardly any1 comes here

2008-11-29T13:17:00.004+08:00

enough. i had enough. i really am a fool to not do this from the start. my resolve has never been so strong. im gonna download ALL of KEY's productions. i only realised after watching clannad after story 9, that they are so good damn at protraying heart-warming situations.

Clannad, Kanon, i come

2008-11-22T12:03:00.003+08:00

back from chalet. ima lazy to update here, since wadever i wanted to say is on the class blog already. thanks guys, for making the video such a success. it may sound weird but, im at home feeling bored, even im doing the usual things that i do. maybe its really different from those 3 days spend with u guys.

DAMMIT i better start excercising. growing fatter by the second... of course im not blaming the chalet at all but... ya if i wanna stay IN THE 7.... i better start excercising. i gt a feeling all my judo "senses" are gone so... sian.

2008-11-17T08:14:00.002+08:00

gosh im god damn busy. but im a little free on the morning of this monday, so ill say smth. this is the 1st time im doing so much for a special group of people. i do hope it will be worth it. ideas are constantly popping up in my head, and some nights im wide awake for quite a bit before i can hit slumber.

another thing. i've been having dreams for quite some time already. i do not usually dream, but they are spreading like bed bugs on your bed. something must be happening.

class chalet in 2 days. i cant wait at all. hopefully, ill get recognition. recognition that I HAVE THE TALENT!

2008-11-05T12:12:00.002+08:00

a rare post by me. nothing much, just want to say how fun beach was with 0826 yesterday, how painful it was last night trying to sleep with that sunburn across my back, how "happy" to get QUITE an even tan, how remorseful to find my slippers print has faded a little after 2 days. ill put all the pics on the class blog when i get them from youyu. right now im rotting at home so bad, i may go gym by meself.

1 more thing, bryan give me a ring when its ready for collection.

1 more thing, to any that it may concern, or any1 that actually comes here, my end of yr holis have been changed. from 17 dec to 30th dec. BUT IM STILL NOT IN SG FOR MY B'DAY!!! but its still the holidays so *hints *hints

1 more thing. i am a sensei.

2008-10-03T15:25:00.002+08:00

well... tons of stuff happened. i got my psp, im playin ps ONE games on my psp... lol. and now im actually quite broke, but i got tons of events at the end of yr... i dunno how im gonna survive. looks like i have to go on hunger strikes for the rest of the sch days. speakin of survive, i got a np chalet from 16 to 19, and another class chalet from 19 to 21. god.. how am i gonna really go through that. the madness and funness of both of them, and NO SLEEP for 6 days. wow... and not forgetting, i have to wash my clothes. lol.

but, im really lookin forward to 0826's chalet. the very first chalet we gonna have. if we can play bball for 3 hrs straight from 3 to 6.... the chalet is gonna be mad fun.

kk jus mad this post cause i felt like

2008-09-22T21:06:00.001+08:00

this gotta be the very first eoy exams where i slacked so much, and that for the first time i felt like doing NOTHING for exams. so god damn sick of studying.

2008-09-20T22:14:00.002+08:00

was sitting in my pop's car jus now, and a cool train of thought came to mind. wad would happen if i chose to go to fareer park pri instead of s't andrews junior? would i still go to zhss? wad would happen if i chose bio and chem combi in sec 3 instead of phy and chem? would anything change? wad happened if i studied properly for my prelims in sec 4, not go to sr (not that i regret) but i went to another jc for pae? would anything change? wad if i chose to stay at sr, would anything change?

wad if u done blah blah blah, would anything change?

2008-08-26T22:06:00.002+08:00

today's prolly the best tues i ever went through. not cause thr was no trainin today. well that played part of it, but was not the whole reason.

today, we went amos house to plan for our teachers' day song, video, and card. the "we" made up of (NIGEL, AMOS, ME,YOUYU,WOONHONG,JINGYU,JIAHAO,JIANYU AND ELIJAH). and wow wad quality time we spent.

i and woonhong worked on the lyrics of the song. you yu and jian yu did the cards. the rest did the vid. and the song was changed marvellously man. totally apply to our class. ONLY OUR CLASS. we're unique.

and after we done our job (WE SERIOUSLY DID OK!) all hell broke loose. we all went into amos room to watch the pictures and vids chosen. then, it jus became pure kbox. screamin lyrics like no business, dancing by youyu(thanks to influence of woonhong before hand by showin us those vid) and well, jus tons of fun nonsense. the best part: we're goin back to his hse agn on thurs!!!

2008-08-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

today, jap fest was a TOTAL HIT. lemme give u details point by point.

first, i met up with yama and boonbin. while takin a bus thr, yuchao who was already there, was smsing us about the HELLO KITTY LONG QUEUE. if u guys are too young and cant rmb the hello kitty queue that mac's had last time, thn forget it. ANYWAY we reached there, and did saw a hello kitty queue. but well was rather fast. we got our tickets, thn we went in to find yuchao and his frens. while waiting, some people came along and sold us game tickets. i yama bought 4, boon bin 4 too i tink, and yuchao 5. thn some performance started. yama and boonbin brought 20 plus bucks, and they were like "sian shld not have bought so much tickets". but they soon regretted. ill tell u why later.

SIANED. WE WENT THERE, AND WANTED TO RENT YUKATA. BUT THEY WERE ALL RENTED OUT. SIANED MAN. THE WHOLE FEST WOULD HAVE BEEN PERFECT IF THERE WAS YUKATA. WE GONNA GO DAMN EARLY NEXT YR. TRUST ME MAN!!!

thn we first went to buy food! we ate apple candy, corn, onigiri, mochi, tons more. pork okonomiyaki and lamune, and asahi beer. like wow, totally worth going. the apple candy was so hard, lol boon took like forever to eat it. wax and chao and trouble removing the wrapper. AND WAX PULLED THE APPLE OUT FROM THE CHOPSTICKS. ok enough of food. i scared drool.

then came the games. the games were, wow too. first we went to play a game, where u had to use a hoop, with some thin paper on top to scoop out balls. well the original version u have to scoop goldfishes, but oh well. boonbin got his spike ball! sian.... then we played this hooking game. there are some really nice balloons in the water, and u have to use this hook to hook them out. boon bin (again) tried 15 min to hook this black balloon which looked damn nice. when he succeeded, all of us(meaning boonbin me yama wax chao and his frens) cheered damn loud, and the jap ppl thr also cheered! they are some really nice people man.

then we went for some bowling, which i had scored a spare. and the last game was to throw some balls into some container. both games, i get to choose 2 presents, so i got 4. and the 4 presents are actually not bad!

after the games, we went to get some drinks and wax went to buy curry rice. this was the most asshole part. wax was waiting for his curry rice, and yama was standing beside him. then the auntie gave them 2 CURRY RICE. LIKE WTF. YAMA BENEFITTED SO EASILY.

after the re-eating and drinking, we took 1 last walk. we saw some jap sovenirs and went to take a look. then boon bin spotted some bread, selling at 4.95 for 1. we were like WTF? but on closer look, its not a bread. IT LOOKED DAMN LIKE A BREAD, BUT ITS ACTUALLY A MOUSE PAD LIKE THING AND A STRESS RELIEVER. the best part: IT SMELT LIKE BREAD. and thr were some thumbdrives, that were shaped like sushi and prawn fritters. u gotta salute the jap man, they are too freakin smart.

and before we left, we saw some promotion at the entrance hall. on closer look, was some last minute offers. i and boonbin saw them selling hokkaido eclairs, 3 for 2 dollars. i and yama shared 3, AND MAN IT WAS THE BEST THING ON EARTH. HECK THE CHOCOLATE, THE CREAM, IT WOULD BE WORTH 3 PER ECLAIR OUTSIDE MAN!!! hell total ownage. and we bought some strawberry ice that they were selling, and it was damn nice too. but the eclairs, man i tink we bought like at least 24 from them.

this jap fest was like TOTALLY WORTH IT MAN. only bad thing was there were NO YUKATAS TO WEAR and that it was raining. ill give it like, 8/10, 2 points to the yukata. haiz...

WE SO GONNA GO THERE EARLY NXT YR, AND GO HOME LATE SO AS TO CATCH SOME LATE NIGHT DEALS. LIKE SOME 3 FOR 2 BUCKS HOKKAIDO ECLAIRS.

2008-08-23T15:08:00.003+08:00

OFF TO JAP FEST. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2008-08-23T15:08:00.001+08:00

OFF TO JAP FEST. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2008-08-11T22:32:00.001+08:00

dug up some old photos. some shocking, some surprising, some intriguing, some REALLY MADE ME O.O. but none the less, old photos are great.

2008-08-03T01:52:00.000+08:00

i just felt like blogging. now its 1:53, and im bored. no mood to study for promos, though its WEEKS away. holy shit. really gotta become a living zombie. speakin of living zombie, i was 1 on fri. teach was like askin me, if im alright. i was so tired, i only stared and nth went in. any chance to let me slp i would jus went and zzzzz..... well its like that. ill jus go shutdown/standby mode when my batt's low.

soon i will stop all gaming and pia for promos. soon anime and dtx will be left to entertain me. oh well.... let nature take its course. let nature take its course. in more then 1 way. lol.

pw kills. pw sucks. pw is piece of shit. pw is better if its perfect world. but pw is project work, and it stinks.

2008-07-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

recently, i have been thinking of someone alot. My grandmother. just yesterday, i went for photo shoot. a family photo, cause my sis graduated. while we were waiting for our turn ( it was quite crowded), i held my grandma's hand and told her,

" grandma. u must wait for me. when its my turn, u gotta take with us again too"

she just smiled and say " it will be another 7 years till that day comes. i dunno if i can live that long"

i immediately replied her " do not talk such nonsense. you will certainly live to that day. you will also have to see me get married."

and all she did, was smile. oh, and the above conversation was in hokkien, and i translated them to eng.

7 years. it can be long, it can be short. but i wish, pray and hope that she can wait that long. my wish, is none other then graduating, with my grandmother sitting there, smiling at me. words will not need. her smile would suffice. finally, my goal in life has been set. 7 years. 1 more in JC, 2 more in army, and prolly 3-4 years in uni. 7 years. grandma, please wait for me. i will not delay that 7 years. but if there are shortcuts, i will take it.

wait for me.

2008-06-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

200th post. lets mark it with smth emo. today, i went to grandma's hse. cant believe hw much i missed her. whn i hold her hands, they were so wrinkled and so soft. she aged so much. she stopped using hair dye, and her white hair makes her older. the sight of my granny like that, hurts me. though everytime i see her, i will ask the same question "ah ma hou bo", and her reply will nvr change " hou la". but im sure deep inside, shes feeling the wear and tear of time. i promise ill go more to her house. but im so tied down by sch and judo, i dunno man. i lost a close kin before. my great aunt. though i was her nephew, i only got to see her arnd 10 times a year, so the sadness was not that great. now its my grandma. the person who took care of me since i was young, the person i stayed with for more then 12 years. the person who went on countless overseas holidays with me, but stopped cause of her leg problem.

i dunno. if i lose her, i tink ill go wild. i certainly hope that day never comes.

jus the thought of it, brings tears to me.

suck man

2008-05-21T19:29:00.000+08:00

this totally sucks. my fitness level hits an all time low. cant stand up after 1 hr of ouchikumi. did not even go for randori for 2 weeks. got super shagged during judo pt which i will normally survive. got stitches after running my 2-3 rnd arnd 3rd floor. my hands peeling all over when doing pull ups. cant even do 2 pull ups!!!

im not sure is it that im still not totally recovered, or my fitness has slackened alot. i sure hope its the former. crap. this means i gotta push myself to the max... i mean BEYOND the max to get back my fitness.

I WANT TO RANDORI.

2008-05-05T19:02:00.000+08:00

today after school, i went home by myself. as i was about to cross the road, i heard a band play. i was tinkin... hw come our school band is so loud... and i crossed the road. when i turned my head back, i was reminded of a scene. a scene that brings back memories that hurt so much. last year, 2 months ago, my great aunt died. and i was thr, walkin behind that van, barefooted on the hot ground that seemed to not bother me at that time. and they were playing that very same song. its been a year. a year since she passed away. yet we are all living on. my great aunt, we are doing fine. but we all miss u dearly.

2008-05-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

well i shld make a proper post now and then. lets see... we have a class blog, we have a class vid, we got 2 twins armed with their phone cameras, who will not hesitate to take that unglam side of urs. we got tons of phone whores in the class. lawls. my class is so nice... jealous?

man i love code geass. sensational man. the op's freakin nice can. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xf6JG5naNe4. go watch. haiz... why do our local tv programs dun have such nice songs.... even if u noe nuts abt jap u will also enjoy it.

wad else... oh yes june holi's are coming. but that also means... mid year exams are coming. hellish man... and thrs judo camp, and judo exco comin up. overstressed....

for all sec 1-4s out thr...

JC LIFE= NO LIFE

simple

2008-05-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3AgC5Ypxqo. a vid made of my class by the.... twins. have fun

2008-04-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

this is a totally random post.

MATERIAL STUFFS
i miss the days, when my privacy of me and my comp in the balcony will not be disturbed. i miss the stuffy environment in my balcony. i miss havin a personal computer, where i freely splash all my fav stuffs on the desktop, and no 1 will remove it. i miss playing dota, where i can used to thrash ppl, and of course ppl gank me, but i grow stronger. i miss my dtx skills, where i had 92% perfect 8 % great for lost my music. i miss all my dtx songs, though i have recovered some but they are not complete. i miss my database of songs/manga/pictures, where i can browse through them for hours, and silently laugh to myself. i miss my bittorrent/mirc, but why i miss them will not be said.

NON MATERIAL STUFFS

i miss the days when i was in secondary school, especially the period before o levels. though we will be mugging every day, the corner whr i was for 2 mths was best. jason junting me and lionel, we will talk so much cock. we will play soccer almost everyday, even though it was raining. i miss my npcc buds, where we will sit in the canteen after briefing, to console each other, or to spur each other on. i miss the pae days, where i was in srjc, with 1s10, no worries about wad will happen each day. i miss the days of orientation with 0826. i should not have skipped the wet activities day.

HAPPY BDAY DAD!

2008-04-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

first, i would like to say HAPPY B'DAY DAD! well not my real dad. my npcc dad. dunno? slowly go guess. well if dad ur reading this, im gonna say it 1 more time. im sorry for forgeting. i seriously din noe the date till u told me. but im sry... pls forgive me. ill regret for my life and ill make up for it ok? so sorry. all i can say is HAPPY B'DAY UR 17. 8 mths older thn ur son. not bad ah...

haiz judo. today... my side of my left knee hit against smth. i dunno is it my own leg or the mat, but its hella hurting now. yama say the its the muscle tts super tensed, but its hard and i scared my bone dislocate O.O

o well thats abt it. my life nw is like... so boring. sch work. judo. muscle ache. well prob the most significant thing happen last week, was my thrashing dinesh in pool. last 5 cue balls, including black ball in 1 shot all in. somemore the black ball is angle shot ok. mai siao siao.

2008-04-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

today im lookin forward to a gathering, that i tried to organise for 6 yrs, and finally its here. may pri school peeps. although the no. of ppl are little, lets see if we can add a 4th faction.

When you join judo....

2008-04-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

well my nick speaks it all. today finally justin and i got wad we wanted. CRAWLING FOR WARMUPS. and its like 3rd warmup la. before the breakfalls. WHOO~~~. there was the slow crawling, the wormy, and the most wanted HANDS AND LEGS. thanks to the magnificent view all the aches from gym were forgotten for awhile. well... in exchange for wad we wanted, i gt 2 things in return.

first, my right pinky nail crack. first time i grab bb's gi on the back, thn it bent upwards and bled. thn i rest awhile, thn go back to randori. thn during ground wrestle i cracked it. worse still, it cracked half way and not fully. bloody hell pain.

secondly... ah dowan to talk abt it. all i can say is: Thanks ah boonbin. Thanks alot. i gotta endure another 2 yrs in judo..... nicely done man. lawls.

2008-04-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

i love judo. really trains u up. i think im rly spurred on by sulaiman's words. either that, or im really fired up. thr are 30-40 guys in judo. and the coach can only pick 7 ppl, of which 2 are reserves. i alr counted. ppl who are cfm in are jordy, bryan, yama and fu hua sec. tt leaves 3 places. if i gonna have a good cca record i better train my butts out and get in there. so, time to pump iron/pushups/chiong randori-s. watch out man.

2008-03-27T21:27:00.000+08:00

well... it was said that zhss reads students blog so lets test if ny does.

today judo was.. haiz fun la but sian la. i and justin were like praying for crawling... since that 2 times we did but it din came. we finally did warmups like piggyback and wheelbarrow and i and justin went "its coming i can feel it" thn sulaiman ask us go into the mat... dun set hopes too high.

well before tt... i realised kayaking was so loser. LOL opps... apparently they din have enough ppl (i tink) and today judo was overflowing with ppl. thn the teach went like... " any1 with swimin background jus come out. nt confirm joinin but, jus take ur name down". he talk for like 10 min, then only ONE went out. and he bought the judo "gi" alr. complete ject.

2008-03-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

my current class... 0826

srjc 1s10

my npcc NCO squad

three factions. all of them are equally impt to me. if all 3 have outing on a day..... wad shld i do???

act sick and pon all la. LOL

2008-03-12T21:12:00.001+08:00

just done a quiz that intrigues me.

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
You scored as a Psychology/Sociology
You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Psychology, Sociology, or related majors (e.g., Counseling, Industrial-Organizational (I-O) Psychology, Social Work, or other social science majors).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology and Sociology are both great minors to add to any major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
Psychology/Sociology
75%
Religion/Theology
69%
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage
69%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy
69%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts
63%
HR/BusinessManagement
63%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing
56%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology
56%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health
56%
Education/Counseling
56%
English/Journalism/Comm
50%
Physics/Engineering/Computer
50%
Mathematics/Statistics
50%
Visual&PerformingArts
38%

wad do you think?

2008-03-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

disco night. 0826. HOON. craziness. high. united. crap stuff. weird dance. shouting lyrics.

2008-03-03T20:59:00.000+08:00

judo. well i think its fun. maybe for now. i see all the seniors train until hell tired, some cant even stand. but... ya its fun. but ah, sian la before judo i had touch rugby for pe, thn i dunno i trip some1 or the other way rnd, thn we both fell. thn i sprain my right ankle (i tink) a little. thn in judo was like omfg pain. but still enjoy la, but if i did not had tt sprain im sure will be loads fun more. sian tmr orientation leh, i hope at least pain gone or lessen tmr. if nt class bondin nt fun alr. well my class looks fun so, lets jus see how in the orientation

2008-02-26T15:42:00.000+08:00

classes have just been released. im in 08/26. hope this class be better thn the shit og i had, or maybe able to rival 1s10. but.... not likely.

2008-02-23T16:19:00.000+08:00

sun. sand. sea. beach. volleyball. frisbee. 1s10. add these all together and u will have a hell a time. today was 1s10's first overseas trip (lame) to sentosa. to celebrate joel's b'day. and it was hell fun. though i been to the beach so many times, with s10 its the most fun time i ever had. even though wad we do is the same, but its different with the people there.

i guess the key event was when sam han gave the folder that we spent 3 days to make to joel. though he did not show it, im sure he was damn touched when he received it. he was momentarily speechless la. happy b'day joel.

its today that i realised, though we 1s10 have been tgt for abt only 1-2 short months, but im close to them, almost like e3 la. maybe we were made for each other. our personalities just... fit like a puzzle.

Like wad i said in my previous 2 post, its the simple things in life that makes u happy.

2008-02-22T23:39:00.001+08:00

the outings that we have together, 1s10. its sensational. u guys are special in ur own way. man i wish my cg could be u guys again. after all... we are the godly ice breaking team. wish i can post pics but... nah im lazy. u guys rock.

2008-02-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

often... u realise its the simple things in life that makes u happy. e.g my np mates. crazy,auto-high, but they are the ones that walked tt damned path with me. Z.H.U. Rock on peeps. 20 yrs down the road whn we past istana... dont forget wad did we do there. maybe lets do wad we did today again 20 years later. Z.H.U ROCK ON

2008-01-27T23:24:00.000+08:00

i dun give a damn if any of my family members see this. its my blog, im free to say wad i want to.

fuck off. seriously. stop acting like a emo kid whn u cant. and stop freakin actin like ur the king of the world. cause u aint. stop bitchin arnd like u own this home. comon. i dun care if u scream, if u leave the house. i hate liars. i hate emo kids. i hate U. YOU. SO JUS GET OUT OF UR FUCKIN SMALL SQUARE AND GROW UP!

no1 gonna serve u king. no 1

2008-01-22T19:24:00.000+08:00

you appear to be fatigued. Do you complain that nothing ever goes right or blame bad luck? Do you perhaps lay blame for your own lack of motivation for others? You are merely being lazy. you should develop a more positive outlook in thought and deed. this is your personality.

my friend did a personality test on me and this is my result. wad do u tink? am i rly liddat?

2007-12-20T01:33:00.000+08:00

wads better thn spendin ur b'day in china, harbin, in snow, whr the maximum temp is negative? lagging 1 week behind others in PW and lettin my resources overflow in tribal. wow wad a hard decision.

2007-11-06T18:28:00.000+08:00

whee... time to break dam!!! hack hack hack..... ah a hole has appeared.

if ur wonderin wad i mean... the dam is my urge to play/use the comp. and a hole has appeared... flooded my hse(means kena fever by playin too much. 6 hours of star ocean, no water= burnt)

soon man... soon the shitty O'S will be OVER. PWNED!

*a tip not to kena burn: drink lots of water. thn u will be daijobu.

i gotta thank chao for givin me those 2 REAL COOL vids. damn im gettin the ayaism spirit.. her voice is pwnage... and her looks are not too bad either. whoo!!!

alright tts enough. have to study the dumb geog. haiz. FISTS OF FURY!!!!!

2007-09-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

buwahahah... last time gonna make a post. well expected causes the big OOOOOs are coming so... well this is not the time to be sad. PARTY TIME!!!

cause aft o lvls... thrs a whole lot of REAL NICE animes out thr to watch ya? shakugan no shana season 2 and the movie... bamboo blade... MAPLESTORY and im serious its MAPLE~~ and not forgettin THE MELANCHOLY OF SUZUMIYA HARUHI SEASON 2 nxt yr... damn cant wait for tt. and inukami the movie cant be missed either. not forgetting the current anime im hogging... kaze no stigma, zero no tsukaima season 2 of course, lovely complex. romeo x juliet. oh and i forgot prison arc. AND HW COULD I FORGET my project.. hmm kolewa hi~mi~tsu! however... gotta lay my hands on my jp pack. wow so many things to do. not forgetting gonna fight with yu chao everyday... lol so many. MA time to go. O LVLS EH? GET RDY TO BE PWNED!

2007-06-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

LUCKY CHANNEL! ha i just wanted to say that for fun. alright im back again, armed with 2 things that will make anime fans go WOAH and gamers go YEA!

first up is gamers, as there are more gamers than anime fans in class(no1 noes hw to enjoy after the ban). anyway lets cut the crap and get to the main topic. STARCRAFT 2!!! YES THE LONG AWAITED GAME IS FINALLY OUT AFTER 9 LONG YEARS OF WAITING. lols for those who do not know wad starcraft is, its a real nice game. think along the lines of warcraft.... if u dunno wads warcraft and nvr played starcraft, ur a failure... still call urself a gamer alamak... ok just kidding. anyway the demo is out go www.veoh.com and go check out the demo. the graphics are bad ass, and in short everything is 10 times much better thn the previous version, and the previous version is so badass that it is used for WCG even 9 yrs later. get it? its a must buy for all whn it comes out this year end.

and now... i present to u a nice ongoing anime(means it is still in production). ok whn i say the anime name u guys will confirm go "huh!! sounds so boring" well, dun judge an anime by its name. here goes the name: Romeo X Juliet. lols whn i mention this, old willy shakespeare comes to ur mind eh? well he is in the anime too! well wait lemme just name the genre of this anime. 1 word. Romance. if ur those kind who hate romance animes for some unknown reason, i beg u NOT to watch this anime. but to those who watch it, i can tell u its seriously nice. an anime set back in the past, and if u hate those "laaaa!!!!!" plays of willy, this is a nice alternative u noe. its great i tell u. even i, some1 who dun really like romance, love it. so u get my idea. go watch it!

alright thats all for now folks. stay tuned to " LAU'S ANIME CHANNEL!!!"

2007-06-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

ok from now on i shall use my blog for more purposeful meanings. due to over animation and gaming, my blog is dead and no1 comes! yay! o well from now on i shall blog abt anime, games or in short, a slacker's guide.

first up, all hardcore anime otakus like me are goin bonkers. the bloody ban of downloading of anime by this company called O***. sian sia... now only can watch anime from websites, and even through that my sources are limited.... and the nice ones cant be watched anymore! unless u gonna spend 9.90 on a freakin DVD..... RAHH! o well

to make up for all those nonsense, i shall intro a nice anime i just finished! well warning: it contains contents tt will make yama excited for the wrong reasons. the title of the anime is a mouthful: sumomomo momomo. ok u must tink im crazy but no there IS a anime of tt name. it has a lil comedy in it (but me, trained by the ultimate lame anime tt i will intro another day, only have very little effect on me, but quite hard on others). ok not really lil. but the key point is the ending. the last episode was real nice. i was god damned touch by it leh. as the main fighting scene came, wah siao eh tears can come sia. but i cant tell u guys much leh, cause will become official spoiler, so i cant say much. go watch it for urselves!

2007-05-07T20:56:00.001+08:00

http://animedesho.animeblogger.net/?p=2496. a must go for all FF7 fans

2007-04-12T21:00:00.001+08:00

tmr appointment parade. im so excited to the extent tt i feel like jus fallin sick and pon it

2007-04-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

well weeks since i last blogged so kinda here to talk random stuffs. first, im really into anime. can stay up to 2-3 am no prob jus to chiong finish an anime. as i type, i jus finished 11 episodes of shakugan no shana... ow butt is burnin but well its all ok. also... im totally immersed into the melancholy of suzumiya haruhi. chao jus showed me a real cool vid... but when i ask yama to go watch he scared its hentai or ecchi and so he dowan watch... zzz i not as sick as he is but its really nice so if he dowan watch is his regret.

second is of course abt npcc. i can truefully tell u. i am sick of np. sick. wad are ranks. wad are badges. wad are sirs and ma'ams to me. they are jus a fleeting dream. some bastards out thr who tink tt they noe me and starts to criticise. for god's sake, dun talk as if u understand whn u urself din even experience. still come talk big in front of me. god... put urself in others shoes b4 u come talk. well to those np "ncos" frens of mine who still tink why am i so concerned over the promotion, i suggest u very well read this.

its impossible for u to imagine but just picture this. since sec 1 to sec 3 u have been givin it ur all to get a good post in np. durin the nco course ur hopes were very high. suddenly, aft the nco course, u noe ur post. its not a head. its not a sub head. its a post called admin and logistic memeber. ok fine maybe the CIs dun appreciate u. 1 las chance. with that thought in u, u and ur fren who is in the same fate as u, both of u go and give it all for logistic and admin. due to admin not requiring ur help, u spend more time at log. washing tentsheet. sweeping floor. mopping the floor. stockchecking. shifting boxes here and there. folding clothes and arranging everything. everything. u thought u actually did all u could for the log department. doin all these... jus to get a chance to have better post. 2007 sec 1 year head. aft the months of saikang, u thought that ur goal is just within reach. yea right. some bastard of a CI comes along at the end of the year and blames u, saying tt one of the reason tt u did not get promoted was cause u did not consult the deputy head. wad thrash. promotion. ok at least not the post. the rank. u go up on stage, and u took at a glance of whos gettin promoted. under staff and sergeant ranks, u did not get shortlisted. yet, u stood there, passing the rank to the TO, and the rank jus disappear in front of ur eyes.

and now jus before u pass out, they say tt u have a CHANCE of getting promoted. wads the use. u already gave up hope on being promoted half a month ago. every trainin to u is plain hell. doing things that wont benefit u wadsoever yet u still do it. for wad. and now at this point ppl come along and ask u, " y the hell are u so kan chiong abt promotion"

i will jus answer back," u were nvr in my shoes. tink in my shoes before u come talk to me." seriously. speakin of hypocrites.

2007-03-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

wth. wad the hell. if ur reading this i hope that it will seriously awaken u and knock some sense. if ur tinkin abt injurin urself over small things, ur seriously dumb.

my great aunt. shes in hospital as she has cancer. at first her cancer was treated through kimo, but now it spread to other parts of her body. durin chinese new year i went her house. she was still a perfect person. she looked healthy. but that was wad i thought. wad i din noe and see was that she was actually bald from the treatment and she was wearing a wig.

today my mum returned late from work. she jus went to the hospital. my great aunt had a relaspe and she was no good. my mum described to me. she was breathing heavily even through the oxygen mask. she was in great pain but she din express it in words, only beating the ward bed in agony. however she still said she was ok to let my other aunts and uncle to feel assured. during dinner i even learnt from my mum: she isnt my mum's real sister. she is adopted. mean she isnt my real aunt either. yet, she treated all her sisters and nieces and nephews nice. i din noe tt. all along i though she was a real sister of my mum's.

and guess wad

2 hours later, which is now 9.44, she passed away. WHY? WHY? she doesnt treat any1 bad. she has 2 fillal sons and 1 fillal daughter at her side. and she jus leave. like that. she dont deserve this. why mus she suffer from cancer? why mus such a kind person have this kind of disease? i jus dun understand. right now my mum is rushing over to the hospital. i wish i can go too but mum dun allow me.

life is unpredictable. jus 1 month ago i was at her house wishing her have a long and healthy life. and now... this happens. well if by now u dun get my point i will say. if u are gonna cut or slit ur wrist cause of some emo problems, i suggest u jus go stab that blade into ur veins. if ur ending ur life over such insignificant things, then ur seriously dumb. if ur not gonna treasure ur life, give it to my great aunt. she deserves it more then some dumb bastards who complain that life is not fair to them and all the lame excuses for u to go die early. she treasures her life. if god can just give her 1 more day to live and let her see her youngest son who is studying in the US.

if u slit ur wrist, dun end there. jus kill yourself already.

大胰。你永远是我的大胰

2007-02-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

today... is a real impt day that i wont forget. why? i wonder too. lol.. well lets jus say tt 4 hours was ***********. censored. not for u to see. LOL...... 20 feb 2007 chinese new yr. and on a side note... epic movie pls go watch. i reccommend it. off to read my combat butler. lets hope we can go again!

2007-02-15T15:55:00.000+08:00

BUWAHAHAH. SCARED BY TT MASKED VIZARD? TTS ME U IDIOTS. ANGER ME AND I WILL RELEASE MY INNER HOLLOW AND U GUYS WILL BE DEAD. jus kidding... its a new skin tt i found and it shall be here till i tink.... dunno whn. ah well for now it will be here. anyway CNY is fast approachin us. get rdy ur pockets. its time to fill them with ur hongbaos and ur chocolates and ur sweets. most importantly.... u mus WOW ok? go WOW!

2006-12-23T19:35:00.000+08:00

chiwasu dudes... wow so rare i update right? cause its such a bother u noe... btw i am in china now using the hotel super slow internet... but be glad. sian i waitin for bleach to download on utube BUT they have no speakers!!! and pay 30 rmb or 6 dollars sg for 1 day 2 hrs. CRAZY... so i decided to watch mute bleach. i wanted to update b4 i went on the plane BUT so sian la.... the free internet booth the speed so slow... 5 min couldnt post the post i posted so sad.... well i guess since i waitin for my bleach to load i can tell u guys out thr a dam cool attraction i been to.

HOT SPRINGS!!! and it aint any ordinary hot springs. they got lil fishies in thr. and these fishes eat u... zzz nt eat u whole but eat all the dead skin on ur body. i got into the first 1 was a lil small pool and alot of ppl in thr. took me 20 min for 1 tiny fish to nibble my foot and swam away. thn i got into a BIG pool with ALOT of ppl. wow i once went in less thn 5 sec all come nibblin me. and its damn ticklish. these guys wont go away even if u shake. way cool man. they even bit my nipple and tt 1 is OMG damn ticklish. they nibble every part of ur body... heng i wasnt naked. if nt my lil bro will be gone.... ok jus kidding. ok time to go watch bleach. BYE.

2006-12-20T04:26:00.002+08:00

chiwasssu every1. well believe me or not i am at the airport now.... lol. past few days spent in watchin animes, blah blah blah. updating blogs in holis are NT the thing to do. well i gonna fly soon. flight at 5.40 am... woke up at 3. actually wanna watch anime to 3 but mum din allow so too bad... hmm thanks to yc i watched a whole new lot of animes... some nice some not. some sucky some funny man.... well i be back on christmas and aft christmas... it will be the tsunami day once more... or also my b'day. hw will i feel findin myself growing older??? yorokonde!

2006-12-20T04:26:00.001+08:00

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2006-11-15T20:19:00.000+08:00

back back back! back from chalet. i only can say... woah. cool. yea. haha. quite fun. first 1 hour of the chalet was pure lame man. the guys hid all the pillows in the official gamblin den... the girls hid i and jason's bag, which was in another rm... so we took revenge. we hid all the blankets and even drag 1 of the mattress into our rm "mind u nina was lying on it but we decided to take the mat and nt her" so we went on.... even confiscate the cushions in the hall. thn i rushed into the girls rm took my bag... but whn i was searchin for jason's bag, i kena locked in. thn nina who was at the door shouted " bala.... trade 1 pillow for sam lau." i din care wad i jus shouted " bala save me!!!! dun care abt pillow jus bang in" and guess wad he said

"VELU NVM"

wtf. number1 i dunno why am i called velu. no 2. WHY DUN SAVE ME? yingzhen who was also in the rm said" omg samuel ur nt even worth a pillow"... zzzz hw true tt is. b4 i tink further.... bala broke open the door and i rushed out. heng sia i survived. lol... well i tink tt is the most significant event. well tts all. time to get rdy for pk... sian

2006-11-08T21:06:00.000+08:00

alright seems ages have passsed since i have entered here so... well all i gotta say is tt sch is over and its time for... HOLIDAYS. yea the days of sch are over in jus 2 days.... wahahaa. got lotsa activities for the holidays. e3 chalet, pk course, np chalet, travel overseas to china, and a whole lot of lan gaming to d. and crap i am broke.... sian. i hate being poor. well enjoy the holidays well guys. u will need it for nxt yr.... ah y talk abt nxt yr. RELAX!!!!

2006-10-15T15:05:00.000+08:00

yo guys. its been quite some time since i came here. first, i am proud to announce that my exams are officially over, and its... SLACKING TIME!!!! oh yea. so many events happened. well now... i am totally hooked onto sch rumble. IT ROCKS! Itadakaimasu!!!! ok farewell. its time to slack

2006-09-23T16:47:00.000+08:00

well every1's blog talks abt the ban they are goin to implement due to the upcoming dreaded fearful disgustingly long, slow boring idiotically mentally painfull end of year exams are here. well.... i am faster thn every1 by 1 week. i stopped las week, but i using my laptop now to bid a final goodbye to every1. then it will be..... plugging out of mouse and keyboard and chucking them into a cupboard, together with my laptop, and chaining them up with chains, locks, laser security system, not forgetting fingerprint identification, security cameras, securtiy guards, 24 hour survillence camera, 24 hour body guards, height and crappiness idenfication system. woah no1 will be able to touch my comp at this rate. nt even me... lol.

ok well last time i am blogging till lets see..... october 11? zzz y nt october ten. then will become double ten incident... ok heres to one and all a nice eyos. good luck bubs, dudes and dudettes(meant for girls)

2006-09-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

crap i am so afraid of a maths now. i lost my a maths textbook... and i cant find my a maths holiday homework!!! or did i not do at all... hmm sounds the same to me. anyway.... miss leong is goin to half my ass.... crap. die liao. haha as quoted from rl's blog. fk. sht die. sian la.... i gonna spend loads of money durin the holidays. hmm i mus find someway to clear my $10 debt from lin yu. i noe! goin to win back through the same way. ban luck! not bankai....

2006-09-09T01:42:00.000+08:00

hmm today is an exceedingly boring day. sheesh nothin to say. hmm so this is how it feels without u arnd.... no1 to talk to. sian. ah wadever....

2006-09-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

well... its almost 1 week since i came back to here. hmm i guess many of u are bored... well so am i. its boring to slack, and its boring to go to sch, lol.... weird. but so true.

this 1 whole week.... almost. lets see... abt a million stuffs happened? lets see... mon was nco trainin and it was pretty much the usual so... nothin to comment on. due to time constrain i shall skip on all the parts i was playing. if i included them, it will take me 1 day to complete this post.

day 2.... we went for energy conservation course at somerset. well... i have smth to say. its a whole waste of time. the whole course teaches u where the energy comes frm... NOT hw to conserve energy... lame shit. anyway... i benefitted this course... which is i finally get to appreciate miss ting. i have finally found another lecturer who is more boring then her. even lionel agrees with me. sian... thn after the course i went home.

wed which was yesterday. the day was terrible. frm wad i tink la. we had our 2nd class drill test. hmm took the theory test. i will say its quite simple la... nothin much. after tt.... we practiced for our practical part. lets see... the whole thing is frm 8 to 4.. abt 8 hours. excluding lunch it will be 7 hours in the parade square in our hot full u doin drill. i can tell u... its hell. so hellish, the casualties are many. ngiam, daniel, mabel, careen, michelle, kc, and me. although i say me... but no 1 noe tt i was "injured". while standin i had leg cramp in the left leg. but... no 1 knew but nvm.... it was only a lil pain... maybe its because of the long period in the sun... it affected our drill. some of us.... totally lost our mind and did nt listen to command or timing. sian..... i cant bear to see the results. jus pray to god and see....

thurs is today. its a "day off" from np. ah,... the holis are so boring. hmm jus in a blink of the eye the yr has almost ended. jus nxt yr, we are goin to take our o lvls... and we are goin to say goodbye. and this time... it may be good. argh... i cant bear to tink of the day i have to say goodbye to the ex 2e1, the current 3e3... but more importantly... the NCOS tt i am so proud of. the squad that followed me through thick and thin, through lameness and harsh times, the coporal strength, the 2nd class drill ppl. we will not give up!

2006-09-03T14:29:00.000+08:00

hmm.... they say wads gone is gone. wads done is done. well... reali wad i have done is done. i cant revert it. hmm... maybe its better this way. at least i dun feel tt weird feelin in me. ha. hmm wad am i talkin. hmm this holiday wont feel like a holiday anymore. all the eoys.... time go on chemical rage and chiong.

2006-09-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

omg.... i cant believe myself. i jus did wad i least expected myself to do. argh... wads done is done. all i can do now... is to pray to god tt everything goes my way. nvr felt so embarrased in my life. ARGH!!!

2006-08-31T21:46:00.000+08:00

hmm now i noe ppl DO read my blog. haha... to tink i thought tt no 1 reads my blog... maybe its due to the stagnancy of the tagboard. anyway... lemme go on abt today.

today, was my record breakin of being the earliest student in zhss. i came so early... no1 was there. i went outside the audi.... was in a lost for 5 sec. thn i suddenly realised y i am here and started to do. i worked like a mad pig.... moved more thn 20 benches here and there. hmm i guess i shld apologise to lionel here. cause i shouted at him. i guess i was too worked up the. and i wish i dint shout. my throat is goin haywire.

aft tt.... contigent came. weird.... i was jittery on being pc.... but contigent i dint feel anything. haha..... maybe i am being used to have eyes staring at me. contigent is ok.... but yc and justin said tt i looked weird whn i was slow marchin. LOL..... ah who cares. my las time doin anyway.

hmm i tink tts more or less abt it la. well gtg rest my throat. it totally changed my voice. ouch..... ifisaidthethreewordstouwillitworkorwillitjusenterandexitthroughurears?

2006-08-30T22:13:00.000+08:00

sian la... yesterday jus found out that my laptop cant switch on!!! whn on the screen is black...die liao.... all my lame vidoes, nice pics all inside. sianded. sigh.....

to all np ppl who sees this. dun blame me for saying this. but i tink tt sir guohwee is like... dampening our spirits. everytime we decide to do smth... he will say some negative comments. i dunno why. maybe its only me. tt is wad i tink. hmm some of u may nt tink so but... anw today lay carpet. the ironin is freakin difficult. sheesh. was fun la... but tiring. and the freakin rain. argh. of all days. today. eat shit.

hmm but contigent trainin was quite fun. i dint noe the sec 3 conductor for band.... the wad lisa? frm e4... she noes my name. LOL? when i dun even noe who she is.... until i saw her nametag. whn i ask her hw she noe my name... she said shes a psychic.... =.= ah who cares. haha.... the 6 slow marchers tt i made friends with. on zen the gay face from ncc, jia dunno wad frm gb, yizen frm gg, aslam from scouts and tiffany frm sj. chun yang i noe him liao... and the others are all np de. haha..... ok la. tmr still need to go to sch to iron carpet so.... i gtg slp. bye guys.

hope ur back is ok. ur more impt thn i dumb carpet. dun wanna lose a squadmate u noe?